where to now.....

i'm so tired..think a lot of things don't know what will be next..
was trying to sort out things properly...
i had no idea sometime who i was or where i'm going in my life.
just the fact i was now moving anywhere from everywhere try to make everything in control...
but for now everything unstable.

i laughed and laughed but actually it wasn't really funny....
• i'd failed to understand that i needed to feel good about myself before i could expect anyone else to like me.i had always believe that someday i would find someone who would change me and make me into person i always wanted to be.

~i wish i got my new passport~
~wish i can be in some other place that can make me feel happy~
~wish i get a new matress and bed~
~ I wish i could off my cellphone for couple of days ~
~ i hate people yarn at me~
~i hate when they don't realize what i'm trying to do~
~i hate when everybody can't understand~
~i love to scream now~
~i love being in love, full of colors~
~i wish i have enough good sleep~
~i wish all the laundries done~
~wish i can paint my room asap~
~change those things~