once in a blue moon

now : 5.15am
- wake up@4am....
- i got headache
- i'am so sad!
- i really miss someone!
- i really miss someone again..again and again...arghhhhhhhhh
- feel so alone
- feel bad bout myself...thinking this is me and why....
- i love my new butterfly necklace yay!
- if i can turn back time...
~ i need my days back in 1996
~ turn back again when i was a kid
- if i can tell it loud
~ why?why?why?
~ no i just can't say it loud!!!

crying is the best for me now!!!!huh! yuks!