The Ultimate

I had a great time experiences to do photograph...today, the celebrity..with young and talented entourage from ~Rumah Sanggah~...I was left feeling the art of shooting ...AWESOME!
*kusha*k.izan & husband...great time with all!

it's maybe...

There's a new wind blowing like I've never known
I'm breathing deeper than I've ever done
And it sure feels good to finally feel the way I do
And I'm letting go of all my lonely yesterdays
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made
Now there's just one thing, the only thing I wanna do
Yeah I wanna feel the sunshine shining down on me and you
When you put your arms around me
You let me know there's nothing in this world I can't do
I used to run in circles going no where fast
I'd take one step forward end up two steps back
I couldn't walk a straight line even if I wanted to
Sometimes it's hard for me to understand.....

CHILL!

I had pretty good time...where? I don't know...maybe here.nahhh..as usual in my studio again and again.rumble jumble into things ..am I happy?Had nice chat with abby 2 days a go (wishing her..HAPPY FASTING,she mention this in her facebook..and she know what i meant...ehem..).laugh and laugh..am I really happy?Facebook again and again...did I found my happiness?hahahha... I will always laugh and laugh and laugh..and...laugh...
Something in my head...like an old hard disk spinning and spinning again..hard.listening to my favorite songs.hmmm nice.The big Y and the big H appeared..i can see them clearly...adoiiii (Why,How)??? HOW??? anyone? Sometimes i feel strange...but it's ok i'm so cool.ooo really?hahahahhaha wind..absolutely blew me away somewhere!!!fiuuuuu Take me there!!!TAKE ME THERE!!!come on alia..CHILL!

this songs called..just you and me :)

You were sitting on the coffee table
Where you're reading Kierkegaard
Minutes later, you proceeded to say
Something that almost broke my heart

You said, "Darling, I am tired of livin' my routined life.
There's so much in the world that I'd like
To soak up with my eyes."
Well, baby I never did stop you from going out to explore
We can do it all together from the colds of the poles
To the tropics of Borneo

Ba da da ba da...

Let's pack our bags
And lie on the easy stream
Feel the water on our backs
Where we can carry on dreamin'
Where we can finally
Be where we'd like to be
Darlin', just you and me

Just you and me...

So Darlin', what do you say?
Does that sound like a plan to you?
We can build our own little world
Where no one can come through
We can live in huts made out of grass
We can greet father time as he walks pass
We can press feet into the dirt
A little mud, no, it wouldn't hurt

Ba da da ba da ba...

Let's pack our bags
And lie on the easy stream
Feel the water on our backs
Where we can carry on dreamin'
Where we can finally
Be where we'd like to be
Darlin', just you and me

Just you and me...
:::I"M MISSING U:::
more and more!

Rain beat somewhere in town...

Pretty great,fall in love in simplicity.Woke up at 6.am whoohoo what i'm gonna do?everyone still sleeping..anybodywho wants to talk?helllloooooooo...anybody?still lying on my bed.listening to an old song..a new songs then...did i slept well?i'm not so sure...no alarm for today.oupss..do i need my sleeping pills?ouch!i start to lost my weight.It's good but is it for any purpose?making something out of nothing?Listening will be great...lallalalaalalala...i'm officially dreaming for something OR officially will miss something that i wasn't sure.but it's true.i'm so happy..yet i'm so sad!
are you with me?
i'm floating in space
whoahooo...
dream..dream..dream...

Winding road...

I will always remember somebody told me about the winding road.i will always keep it in me.Thankful.I'm beginning to see.About life...Now i'm thinking bit by bit.everything is not so easy.keep trying to be.put some colors and flavors,shall be GREAT!

Its not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.I was once like you are now, and I know that its not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
Its always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
Its hard, but its harder to ignore it.
If they were right, Id agree, but its them you know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Time machine for me?

Saturday Outing :P

- had a very yummylicious cheese nan...and lamb chop(no pics)
- movie watching-wolverin!
- met friends-man's family.
- bookstore-plan to buy the book...best!
- Hi5!!! SYIFIL...love to play with him..so cute!!!So green like uncle amin!
Green Big!Green Toddler!
- lunch at pavilion,tea time at oldtown cafe pavilion,dinner at william...
- Great day!Enjoy the moment...since i had too much time in the studio.
have a great weekend eveyone!

Special Thought

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To mak,(my grandma)
Al-fatihah...
may you rest in peace...
i miss you so much...
Happy mother's day "mak"...

For mama & cicik,& all the Aunties...
Hundreds of dewdrops to greet the dawn,
Hundreds of bees in the purple clover,
Hundreds of butterflies on the lawn,
But only one mother the wide world over

Thank You for Being such a very caring.loving.understanding...blablabla..
and most everything..
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today another day...

while everybody enjoying their holiday,i'm still here,in my studio.enjoying the day.with my 2 friends cik bam n mimah hayam...chilled in the studio.Today is labour day,but we are working hapily like we've been payed tripple for the day(it just our dream)$$$$$$ hahaha.
what eva...still i can go online. :) mimah the hayam busy work on my mac.he is the hero for today...nasibla mi...what to do.again cik bam asked me to teach her.ok.since mi using my mac...ok je.coz boleh buat kat mac dia...ok anak murid...dengar cikgu cakap ni..amik ketas,amik pen tulis...take note!nak kena pukul???ok tak nak...so ikut apa cikgu cakap ye sayang...hahaha

my uncle was here with amir, he drob by, they on the way back from kuantan to seremban...sempat plak rock n roll dulu.sibuk nak melayan youtube, tina turner.enjoyed the moment...take a break...
befire we continue working, while we enjoying tina turner show, mi take a nap, bam busy doing her homework.us... really enjoyed tina turner show... like we there in the crowd...in her live show...but,so sad...we just infront the mac screen.

i miss being online since everyone so busy.
i mean on my mac.
till i post more.

:) enjoy the day... happy labour day everyone.

using my gorgeous iphone to blog.

lovely dancing bird
la jolie alia

Unbalance and it's not by coincidence...

I cannot explain.but I want to interact with other people.
I miss being a student.campus life.'LEPAK' till late,so easy...not that serious money and working matters.
today,everything change,from time to time.one second counts.past is past.The memories,remain.
Work till late,hardworking...Maybe this is the time for a better life,being more creative,and is this the way to full fill life to the fullest???(maybe for now and future?)...just give me some space. maybe not a better friend for friends,Not a better Fiance for my fiance,not a better daughter or what so ever...
Just being here trying so hard to be on track.(save some money to buy the watch)eheheh Not fake and very transparent.Don't get me wrong...please don't get me wrong.too passionate hardworking trying to be such a very lovely girl with full of natural spirit and soul .
Thank You for all support and prayers from all.may everything will change.and i can't wait for the result..(@ this time i can happily smiling and dancing)
~whoof~

Wingless bird singing "The girl from Ipanema"